I always desire to do and be better.
I am reminded of so many past situations. There were times when I was yearning to be understood – yet couldn’t find the right words. Times when I made decisions to benefit someone else only to come up short myself as a result. Moments I just could not get right. My mind, body, and spirit were out of alignment.
My relationship with family, friends, bosses, co-workers, employees and my spouse were all influenced by the desire to please. No one really knew what I felt deeply because I couldn’t properly articulate it. My heartfelt way of being (My TRUTH) was difficult to translate.
So I remained unhappy…I realize now that I was incapable of defining MY TRUTH because it wasn’t the right time yet. I also realize that it was perfectly fine because God had me covered. My heart’s desires were not lost, just delayed while I was being prepared for something greater.
Image: Scripture Psalm 139:23